The Return of The Prodigal Lover
The patient is depressed, no doubt about that, muttering she wants to die. Is it time yet?
No, said the senior consultant firmly. Definitely not yet. There's at least a few months to go.
That's good to know.
The elder daughter is secretly relieved that the patient is at hospital while things are still trying to settle themselves. For that's where the patient can secure better care when she and things are flopping around, trying to nail all down proper. It makes it easier, even if it reads horrid.
It has been agreed the patient shall stay a little longer in hopital, and stop thinking of rushing out lest she lands herself promptly back where she tries so hard to run away from, as histories have shown.
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oh~也許有一天 我們不再相戀 但希望這感覺 停留在心裡面
After receiving a pair of tickets to Ivan Heng's The Visit of The TaiTai, I did the only natural thing to do. I searched for the number, closed my eyes tightly and hit the send button before I could change my mind and rue.
(But I'd rue either way, so.)
Now, my only hope is that he'd not have received it. Or, that he'd ignore it. The latter is impossible, so perhaps the former.
The incriminating sms from me: I got tickets to The Visit of The Tai Tai coming Sunday, 3pm.
Want to come along?
He: Yes, that is possible. So we can meet 1445hrs I suppose.
Me: Is dinner on the cards?
He: As you so desire...
Urgh. As I've blogged before some posts back,
爱, 使人不争气,不必赌一口气。我不认为有风度就代表认输。
It's okay.
URGH.
URGH.
URGH.
But. I will never broach that day, or come close to The Issue, ever, ever, ever, again.
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關於愛你 我現在愛你 關於愛情 我用心很多 關於未來 結果會如何 我無法承諾
關於自己 我已經足夠 關於彼此 我還在學習 關於未來 我沒有答案 我無法承諾
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