I'm looking forward to a day in which I can shop and just do what I want and generally be all impetuous and petulant, ie an Angelinesque day in the Angelinesque life of normalcy.
This day is something I allow myself everytime I've been a good and repressed girl for too long, ie staying put somewhere like home instead of going out, heading straight home everyday after work, no movies, no plays, no walks, no lazy sessions over slow meals etc, etc, and etc.
I can last an optimal of 2.5 weeks without the mentioned perk, after which I begin to feel increasingly shortchanged, ill-compensated and unappreciated by all around me, like I'm giving up too much. Which is not necessarilyt a fair thing to feel, but this is how the temperament is, and i'm not ready to temper with it. Just like how I can't function well in heat, I don't function at all without my special day.
The special day ought to be due soon.
This day is something I allow myself everytime I've been a good and repressed girl for too long, ie staying put somewhere like home instead of going out, heading straight home everyday after work, no movies, no plays, no walks, no lazy sessions over slow meals etc, etc, and etc.
I can last an optimal of 2.5 weeks without the mentioned perk, after which I begin to feel increasingly shortchanged, ill-compensated and unappreciated by all around me, like I'm giving up too much. Which is not necessarilyt a fair thing to feel, but this is how the temperament is, and i'm not ready to temper with it. Just like how I can't function well in heat, I don't function at all without my special day.
The special day ought to be due soon.
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