Shall We Talk

对我好对我好好到无路可退可是
我也很想有个人陪
才不愿把你得罪于是那么迂回

An axiom: The unfortunate thing about being friends with a guy is that you lose your brain (not heart, mind you, never, and not yet) and ineluctably wander off to the grossly gray area, be it an imagined hypothesis or a reality in denial.

一时进一时退保持安全范围
这个阴谋让我好惭愧
享受被爱滋味却不让你想入非非

Mr Dimples called me just now and we chatted for an hour.

Conversation was flowing but I felt stressed.

Don’t ask me why. Perhaps I had expectations. That the call would lead to a purpose.

Like asking me out.

Which never happened in that hour.

I felt so stressed that I guided the conversation to a close. Hearing from him was really nice. Sweet. Pleasant. But going nowhere. And he didn’t seem to be ending. So that was kind of frustrating for me and I must pull the plug before I drown in my whirlpool of ridiculous thoughts.

不能推不能要要了怕你误会
让我想起曾经爱过谁