Admiring sculptured, muscular and very naked male torsos for 3 nights in a row, it's very easy to lose all sight of reality. Can this be the norm? Yes, how I wish all males have bodies like that and they should! Those well-built men, with that defined V shape and all, made even me forget to check out the veins parts. Which is a major deal, if you know me. But I suppose if you are so bloody muscular, the veins come with the package.

At an informal dinner hosted by CK for the cast, I got to see everyone upclose and personal. But given that hunky Christian is still gloriously made-up as a woman and so are the rest of the macho men (only Timothy looks okay 'coz he's playing The Man), I decided to just look and focus from the neck down onwards. He waved a small hi at me :) Basically, I'm just very content to sip my lobster bisque and be dreamily laidback, basking in the testosterone-ridden air.

What does it take to achieve such a body? What can I do to convince someone to look like that so that it will be more fun to go out? Sigh, I know, shallow, shallow. But at least I'm honest about my preferences.

All cute guys are in theatre. Hell, even Casey, the director, is eye-candy. Not fair.

Tomorrow night after our last show, there will be a cast party. Of course I get to go.

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He's here. I'm here. But nothing ever happens, and I've almost stopped wondering. But. I will start again.

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Time to move on and party. And shop. And be good to myself.