The Depths Of Shallowness

Drowning, Drowning in Cynicism; Drunk, Drunk with Sentimentality; Down, Down with Love; Dunked, Dunked in Life. Desperate Discourse. Disposable Desires. Dusky Dreams. Delirium. Dignity. Despair. Doubt. Duty. Dewy Days. Divine Divide. Dump Everything that Bothers in The Depths of Defiance. 《我的快樂時代》唱爛 才領悟代價多高昂 不能滿足不敢停站 然後怎樣 All Rights Reserved ©Angeline Ang

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Tempestuous. Intense. Proud. Intellectual. Easily Bored. Consummate Performer. Very Chinese. Very Charming. Fair. Pale. Long, Curly, Black Hair. BA(Hons). Literature. Philosophy. Japanese. Law. Dense in Relationships. Denser in All Else. Brooding. Sceptical. Condescending. Daria Morgendorffer meets Kitiara Uth Matar meets Ally McBeal. Always dreamy, always cynical, always elusive. Struggling writer, artist and student, in that order please.

Sunday, February 15, 2004

Chinyi was my beautiful and talented companion for Valentine 2004. I was pleasantly surprised when she gave me a pretty large(pretty and large) windmill made up of eight smaller windmills the moment we met. They twirled and danced provocatively in the wind. I am quite sure I was the envy of all kids and ladies...my flower wouldn't wither and die! She also presented me with The Prophet, by Kahlil Gibran. I was the predictable and boring lover who treated her to watch that Leon Lai and Faye Wong movie release. Passable only, I have seen better romances. But I adore the soundtrack, everything was good!

In between all these, we had dinner @Shashlik Restaurant. It was my first time tasting Russian food and it is quite decent, really. Slightly pricey. Must remember to try the Baked Alaska dessert (whatever that is) the next time I'm there.

And the highlight (supposed highlight but it was over quite soon) was of course The Plan To Be Rich And Famous. Well, it needs more work but overall, I think we are progressing. At least, we aren't sitting on things. Chinyi has amazingly, managed to set music to my poetry and right now, we are working towards passing them off as songs. So anyone willing to give a listen and feedback, let me know, and when the songs are ready, I'll inform you.

Now it's still at the awkward stage in which my composer can't match her singing to the tunes she came up with. So obviously the tunes sound all right but very unfortunately, I am unable to gauge the lyrics together with the tunes. So yeah, Chinyi, for our future, take your time but do practise the singing so that I can sing along too! But Chinyi is very committed to our cause. She has bought lots of equipment today to music-make.

Me, I bought a translucent white shirt (white is banned I know but it is translucent so that makes it okay) and a pretty blue crystal bracelet to match my lovely blue Baby G. Shopping is so therapeutic and empowering. Nothing beats the orgasm that ensues from buying something that fits and falls nicely and you know you look good in it.

To add cream onto the cake, I had great-looking hair today! Good day.

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Why watching porn is good for me (confirmed hasty generalisation but you have a problem with this?)

1) Nobody, who is anybody, in porn flicks has rebonded hair. The girls all have long curly tousled slightly messy and flyaway hair in all scenes. It makes me feel good about my own hair, to see it affirmed and accepted in porn. There must be something desirable in such hair that men (and women) like for it to be continuously styled as such right? Stupid Singapore has no taste. Rebonding, I spit at thee!!! And I also spit at the person who came up with the technology. And yeah, some porn girls also have very black hair like me.

2) The girls are all not thin. Not the average Singaporean female kind of reed figure, but full figures. Unkind souls may call them fat even but hey, it's good to see ppl that size on screen. So obviously, given I'm constantly fight the flab (half-heartedly but so what), it makes me feel good again that I need just lose a little instead of chunks and chunks if I'm to end up like a whispering willow.

Well it's not like I'm an aspiring porn star or anything but I think it's wonderful porn stars are such inspirational and educational icons for society, esp Singapore. We need to have realistic expectations of women here. Not every women must have rebonded, dyed hair to be considered fair and not everyone can be that thin.

Not that I actually watch porn, of course. I have to type this disclaimer.

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