The Depths Of Shallowness

Drowning, Drowning in Cynicism; Drunk, Drunk with Sentimentality; Down, Down with Love; Dunked, Dunked in Life. Desperate Discourse. Disposable Desires. Dusky Dreams. Delirium. Dignity. Despair. Doubt. Duty. Dewy Days. Divine Divide. Dump Everything that Bothers in The Depths of Defiance. 《我的快樂時代》唱爛 才領悟代價多高昂 不能滿足不敢停站 然後怎樣 All Rights Reserved ©Angeline Ang

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Tempestuous. Intense. Proud. Intellectual. Easily Bored. Consummate Performer. Very Chinese. Very Charming. Fair. Pale. Long, Curly, Black Hair. BA(Hons). Literature. Philosophy. Japanese. Law. Dense in Relationships. Denser in All Else. Brooding. Sceptical. Condescending. Daria Morgendorffer meets Kitiara Uth Matar meets Ally McBeal. Always dreamy, always cynical, always elusive. Struggling writer, artist and student, in that order please.

Wednesday, February 18, 2004

Addendum to all the insane things happening; that has happened; that did not happen for the past couple weeks:

1) I am a sceptic and a cynic, first and foremost. I am also a realist. Even though I second-guess myself, oscillate furiously and demur most ridiculously, when it comes to some things and some people, I will refuse to do and object to doing anything about it. I will also choose not to believe in my intuition, in others' intentions, unless very explicitly expressed. So to quote my last post, nothing has changed.

2) I am very happy and very grateful to be always surrounded by friends I trust and love and who in turn love me dearly such that whatever happens, or does not happen, I know in the long run, it will not matter. Or, perhaps it never did matter, as history has proven.

3) I thank my lit hons girlfriends - Ruth, April, Chinyi, Grace most of all for their lovely, sardonic, ironic company. You know, the saddest thing about working life is that rarely you meet people with our kind of humour. We are such intellectual snobs :)

4) I thank Po for always bothering to drag me outta the house for dinners, movies and plays and for keeping me down-to-earth.

5) Thank you all for some advice. I shall heed and cut It out (of my life). It's horrible, such an utter waste of good times.

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